Monday, April 19, 2010

On the subject of my Fetish

I think, I began enjoying this when I was very young. In fact, I might have had a foot fetish before I enjoyed tickling, however both are and always will be intrinsically linked. I remember I had a book when I was little that had the main character being tied down and tickled on his feet by some monsters or whatever. It kind of excited me, the idea of being tied down and tickled. I do remember I was still little and held my blanket over me and pretended I was being tickled.

(Only child, what can you do?)

This thing lay dormant for a long time, I suppose until I was about 14? Then the internet magicked itself to me when I got the strange idea to look up the word tickling on Google. To my surprise, I had found out about the Tickling Media Forum, which was an awesome thrill to me. I think that was kind of a relief but at the same time an excitement to me. I was shockingly turned on by this idea and proceeded to find all the pirated tickling videos I could find to watch. I suppose it's been the same ever since (although I actually buy now, on occasion.)

I'm still incredibly interested in feet and tickling, although it's never gone anywhere (a case of shyness I suppose.) Beyond my other outlet for it, this would let me write out my feelings in a manner that wouldn't break confidentiality I suppose. Call it what you will, but I feel better writing it out already.

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